AshleighJoy
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I think I can write this today, my sweet Angel died on Monday. She developed a bad case of Pancreatitis, and slowly went downhill until she reached the bottom. The day I let her go she could not move, delevoped sevier anmonia, would not eat or drink even when forced fed, could not even lift her head she was in so much pain. Her organs where failing, her kidneys where already gone. I put her to sleep because I did not want to have her wait for her pain to end which it would have, I brought her home, gave my darling the shot, and watched the life float away from her. We got her cremated on Tuesday.
Angel lived to be 12. She was the last in her litter to pass also. When I was 10 our family friends decided to breed their dog Kasey. I was there when they took her to the breeder, and I met the daddy dog. I was also there when the puppies where born, when they walked ate there first much, opened there eyes, I was there for everything. I picked out my baby Angel and took her home, by that time I was age 11. I was one of those kids with no friends, and wore the big baggy clothes with my hair in my eyes. When I got Angel she was my best friend, she changed me so much throughout the years. We did and went everywhere together. I would take my forever to tell you all the things that are precious to me and exsplain how much she helped me. Now that im 22, I have had Angel for half of my life, we grew up together, learned together. I cant thank her enough for all shes done for me. I will never stop crying for her, I will never stop missing her. I cant explain how I feel. I wont eat for days, I lay in bed for hours staring at the wall. It is just to painful, I look for her throughout the house doing all her triigers hoping to hear her bark.
I hope you are there here somewhere Angel waiting for me. I will find you when my time has come, if there is anything after death...I will find you and never let you go. R.I.P my sweet baby girl
http://www.blipfoto.com/entry/2963600
My photobucket is not working so I pulled this from my blipfoto
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDvBZF2TeZs
This is not Angel but it is one of the only ones on youtube.
Angel lived to be 12. She was the last in her litter to pass also. When I was 10 our family friends decided to breed their dog Kasey. I was there when they took her to the breeder, and I met the daddy dog. I was also there when the puppies where born, when they walked ate there first much, opened there eyes, I was there for everything. I picked out my baby Angel and took her home, by that time I was age 11. I was one of those kids with no friends, and wore the big baggy clothes with my hair in my eyes. When I got Angel she was my best friend, she changed me so much throughout the years. We did and went everywhere together. I would take my forever to tell you all the things that are precious to me and exsplain how much she helped me. Now that im 22, I have had Angel for half of my life, we grew up together, learned together. I cant thank her enough for all shes done for me. I will never stop crying for her, I will never stop missing her. I cant explain how I feel. I wont eat for days, I lay in bed for hours staring at the wall. It is just to painful, I look for her throughout the house doing all her triigers hoping to hear her bark.
I hope you are there here somewhere Angel waiting for me. I will find you when my time has come, if there is anything after death...I will find you and never let you go. R.I.P my sweet baby girl
http://www.blipfoto.com/entry/2963600
My photobucket is not working so I pulled this from my blipfoto
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDvBZF2TeZs
This is not Angel but it is one of the only ones on youtube.
