Sumac I know where you are coming from. 4 years ago I was diagnosed with Chronic lymphocytic leukemia. This is one of the "good" Leukemia as it takes years to cause any real problems. I was at stage 0 until this other cancer was discovered. They at first were hoping it was part of my CLL because as cancer goes CLL is a fairly easy one to treat. But after about 1000 tests it seams they can find no relation between the two cancers. This one now is much more aggressive and is basic going where it wants. It sure has change how you look at life and how you take the simple for granted in life and now they mean so much to me. My Chemo is easy that day but about 24 to 48 hrs latter it really takes a toll and I feel heck to put it mildly. Last two Chemo’s they are trying some new stuff and the days after are not filled with all the sickness as I had before. I have made as much as 5 days with out getting sick and boy that is a joy!