After we made the commitment with the breeder, Minnie and I took a walk where we had spread Sandstorm's ashes. I cried the whole walk. Minnie still reacts to his name,, I was afraid with the new puppy I would eventually forget Sandstorm and I don't ever want to. We came home, I was fine. This new puppy we're getting was born on mother's day, my first without my mother. Sandstorm was the first dog my mother loved, and when he died, a month before she did, she was so sad. And then Colonel Underpants joined Sandstorm. This is life.