I, too, am thinking of you. My own beloved Sheltie, Holly, is also going through kidney disease. I was given the bad news by our original vet, who told us to take her home and bring her back when it was "time." I was completely devastated. I found a holistic vet who helped her tremendously these last two months but now we seem to be having some sort of fluid issues going on. I wish I could be with you for a shoulder to cry on or to give a hug. I know completely how overwhelming and painful this is. I am at my mom's house this week, along with my dog, and I am worried that she is developing some new problem while we are far from our vet. I will be thinking of you and praying for both you and your baby. Please know that my thoughts are with you - and everyone who has a sick baby.