I'm so sorry for all you are going through. But I have to tell you, by being strong you are giving her day after day of happiness with you. She loves you, you love her, and so long as she is not in distress, she wants to live and enjoy her time with you. Some would give up. You are allowing her precious days. It's not easy at all. I am sorry for your tears, shedding a few for you and her right now. I've said goodbye to many friends over the years and it just rips me up to think of your heart right now. For some odd reason, I thought of you and Brooke in the middle of n aisle in Trader Joe's and had to come home and look for an update.